I missed the first race in the series because I was down in California for my company's annual sales meeting. But I made it out to Sunday's race at Soaring Eagle Park in Sammamish. What a tough day. You might wonder how I can say that a ~1hr race was so tough, given the past races I have done*.
*see last post for explanation
The day started when a was awakened at 6:30 by the kids jumping on me and begging to go downstairs to watch a movie. I dragged myself out of bed, made them breakfast (including fresh squeezed orange juice), and got them seated on the couch in front of a movie. Sharon got up a little while later, and I somehow found myself back in bed. Bad idea.
I was seriously thinking about racing Beginner class, because that's what I really am when it comes to racing. The early start time and the amount of grief that I would have to take from my so-called friends forced me to race in the Sport class. I have to say, 11:00 start time does sound a lot better than 8:30. So sport class it is.
Back to me asleep in my bed at 9:10am. I wake up feeling really groggy and dehydrated. I walk downstairs before I realize what time it is. I say to Sharon, "I guess I'm not racing today". We chat about it and decide that if I can get my stuff together in 10 minutes and get out the door, it might be worth trying to make the race.
So I scramble around and get my gear together and my bike on the car. It is now after 10:00. The race is 41 minutes away according to Google maps. Clearly there will be no pre-ride of the course or any warm-up. I think I arrived and parked the car at 10:45. I jumped out of the car, registered, rode down the road to the car and back once (about 2 minutes) for a warm-up, and then they were starting to call up the groups for the Sport class start. I saw Molly (Joe's wife) and got a little encouragement that I would be fine without pre-riding, then I heard them calling the 30-39 age group. Before I could even really get into position, I heard someone yell "GO!". Now I'm awake.
Off we went, up a mud bog of a fire road. Right before the start a guy next to me warned me that it was really muddy. He wasn't lying. A couple hundred yards into the race and I'm already at the redline. Another couple hundred yards and I have my first of many near crashes. Would have been nice to pre-ride and be aware of that tree leaning into the course in the apex of that turn. Luckily, my front wheel bounced off the tree and back into the course and I managed to stay on my bike.
There were many spots where I braked, but didn't need to; and many spots where I didn't brake and really needed to. There were uphills that I didn't downshift for. You get the idea. It was pretty much a mess for me out there. After the first lap, I basically felt like poo and wanted to quit. Although I have very few mt bike races under my belt, I have raced cyclocross and I am aware that you will always suffer in a race. But when I say that I felt bad, that means beyond the normal suffering of racing a bicycle.
Although I don't really respect the man (but I do respect some of his accomplishments), Greg Lemond was quoted something to the effect of "It never gets easier, you just go faster". Basically, everyone suffers. As you get stronger, you just go faster as you suffer. The only way to reduce the suffering is to not push yourself. That's not really an option in a race. I have come to live by this quote as I race and train. When I am hurting the most, I repeat it over and over in my head. Lance is suffering too. Everyone suffers. Keep pedaling.
As I approached the end of the 2nd lap, which was only moderately better than the first as far as learning the course, I somehow convinced myself that it was only a 2 lap race and I was going to be done. In the back of my mind, I knew that it wasn't over, but my mind was running wild. I hadn't yet got it in check. I alluded to this in an earlier post on my blog, but now that I have completed a 24-hour solo race, I can't quit. No matter how much I might want to, when it comes down to it, I just can't.
I rounded the last turn in the course and started up the mud bog again. Someone yelled, "One more lap to go 106! Come on!" I almost got off my bike and punched them. It only took about 20-30 seconds for the reality to set in and for me to come to peace with it. One more lap - I can do this. Somehow, the fact that it is the last lap makes it easier to prolong the suffering.
During the third lap, I pushed myself and tried to make up time, but the engine room just wouldn't respond to my call for more power. As the lap went on, I just sort of settled into a pace that I could maintain. I felt like I was moving in slow motion and was convinced that I was the last guy out there. Seriously, I saw someone watching on the side of the course start walking after I passed and I totally believed that he was sweeping the course after me.
I don't know what my individual lap times were - although I remember looking down at my watch after the first lap and thinking that I saw 22 minutes. In hindsight, I'd have to bet that the third lap was my best. I finally was getting to know the course and had settled down both mentally and physically.
I crossed the finish line and headed back to the start area. I saw Joe there and lamented to him how awful I felt all race. As I was talking to him, people were coming past headed for the finish. They all looked to be going faster than I had been. I was confused. I asked Joe if these guys were completing a 4th lap. He asked me how many I did. I told him that I had done three. He said, "What!? You're not done, get back out there." Now I was really confused. I know Joe is a jackass and was probably messing with me, but I couldn't make sense of the situation.
I turned to Molly and asked her how many laps the race was. She responded without any hesitation that it was a 3 lap race. I turned to Joe and he had a big silly grin on his face. Thanks Joe. I guess I wasn't as pathetic out there as I thought, because there were a lot of guys coming in behind me.
Just goes to show you, that when it comes to pushing yourself in athletic endeavors...the mind is a terrible thing!
Here are some pics from the race - thanks to Joe. After he raced the Expert race, he ran all over the course and took pictures of everyone as usual.
Lap 1

You can tell it's early in the race because there are still other riders around me

This little rise messed me up twice before I finally shifted properly on lap 3


See - I'm so slow he got 3 pictures off before I hit the steepest part

If this picture had sound, you would hear Joe screaming some sort of encouragement at me, although to some it might not sound like encouragement ;-)


Now I can smile - it's over.